DO YOU NEED TO KNOW ALL RIGHT NOW? A NEWS FOR YOU IS, IT’S IMPOSSIBLE.
That doesn’t mean I want to disencourage you. I want you to avoid dissapointness and agony. Keep it simple. Or at least try to keep it simple. Go step by step, one questions after another. Things are changing to fast to follow them. When you are asking one thing, you are focusing and feeling that small piece of knowledge you are getting. You then have the possibility to feel life as an adventure. Okay, that might go too far.
You can try both ways and then compare them. Play now.
Have a nice time.